Decaying thoughts sifting into the Long Dark Days

hmmmm...

Sat, 27 Jun 2009 02:55:58 GMT

174 weeks since last post. guess bout time. clearly still alive, if it mattered

Tue, 21 Feb 2006 00:17:36 GMT

I guess it's all but offical. This journal has pretty well been abandoned. I'm half ass starting over at myspace.com. Same name, Same shit.

Thu, 26 Jan 2006 00:15:55 GMT

After a 17 month absence I desided to post. Naaaa NOT REALLY

Wed, 04 Aug 2004 17:56:44 GMT

having no time to get on the net much less post on here actually feels pretty damn good.. I think Tom Cruise said it best... "Show me the money!"

that is all for now.... maybe I won't wait 11 months before I post again

Wed, 10 Mar 2004 00:08:34 GMT

This is Mike's girlfriend writing to say yes, Mike is alive ; ]

same shit.....different year

Tue, 02 Sep 2003 03:01:16 GMT

http://www.livejournal.com/users/mtw1369/11196.html

this time last year people fucking sucked.......guess what? people still fucking suck.
im bored. im broke. and reflection has done nothing but put me in an extremely foul mood.
ha... me in a foul mood... so whats new?

while reflecting i ran aross this

i guess that is another thing eating at me lately... becoming and old, bitter, fucker. well, the old is increasing the bitterness.

buy me shit... ease my bitterness
ThinkGeek.com wishlist
Amazon.com wishlist
An the ever failsafe gift of cash.

hopefully this year will be better than last.... somehow i doubt it
http://www.livejournal.com/users/mtw1369/2002/09/14/
http://www.livejournal.com/users/mtw1369/2002/09/15/

MY BALLS ARE BIGGER THAN YOURS

Fri, 22 Aug 2003 03:53:58 GMT

new toys

revised

Sat, 09 Aug 2003 18:14:08 GMT





	
	
	
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How compatible with me are YOU?

fuck that felt good....

Fri, 08 Aug 2003 20:39:01 GMT

just put some good use to the exer-bike i bought alli.
30 min
667 cal
18.27 miles
36.5 average mph

*note to self 312

almost an update......

Wed, 06 Aug 2003 19:15:26 GMT

ok here is a short excerpt of my life....
today i posted this on a message board that i frequent, in an ongoing discussion about the "all gay high school"
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"but these kids don't need to be taught that homosexuality is so accepted that it just may be the way to turn if your not accept due to weight, looks or whatever....."
"Maybe their families are screwed up or maybe their parents just can't get through to them even though they try."
"Wouldn't you agree that as we get older and more mature, we realize things that we would not have when we were teenagers?"

i couldnt agree more with these statements. i will be the first to say that the past few years being gay or bi has seemed to become the "in" thing to do. while it does bother me, i realize just as with all "in" things it too will pass. it does sicken me to say that i do realize that there are people out there that are seeking to cash in on the "gay thing". there are scummy low-lifes that will do anything to make a buck but, then again thats one of the prices of freedom..... good ol' free enteprise.
the question was posed "Wouldn't you agree that as we get older and more mature, we realize things that we would not have when we were teenagers?"..... yes i agree there are things that i would not have done as a teenager.... but, then again the majority of those things(if i truley had the power to change them) i wouldnt change. maybe they were the right thing to do, maybe they werent... i still wouldnt change them simply because they are what makes me who i am today. if in the years ahead the youth of today deside that they made a "wrong" choice.. so be it. it is their choice to make.
i guess what really bugs me the most about all this is the people who say that "they should just wake up and live in the real world" all the while wanting homosexuality to just "go away". thses peopl piss me off with their hypocrisy.... i dont know about everyone else but the "real world" i live in has homosexuals in it just as it has hetrosexuals in it. homosexuality has been here far, far longer than most realize...and it isnt just going to "go away" i guess while im on it, wanna know something that just really pisses me off something fierce? the people that throw up the ol "its Adam & Eve..... not Adam & Steve" line all the while kicking back to enjoy a lil' "girl on girl" action..... to these people i have something to say "FUCK YOU WITH A HYPOCRISY DILDO". after all they said it, its "Adam & Eve" NOT "Eve & Eva"

if so needed....it was not my intentions to personally offend any board member. i am here in the "Moan and Groan room" for the same reason everyone else is...... to let off a bit of steam while making my thoughts known.

i do realize that this "gay high school" may not be the real solution, it is an attempt. as with all first attemps, it may fail... it may succed. just think if the Wright Bros had just said "the hell with it, everthing else has failed... why try something else"

*edit* even if the whole project fails miserably i would rather foot the bill for an honest attempt a change than i would for an extra vaction or a series of affairs for some politician
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word of the day

Wed, 23 Jul 2003 17:52:05 GMT

syncretic \sin-KRET-ik; sing-\, adjective:
Uniting and blending together different systems, as of philosophy, morals, or religion.

Sun, 20 Jul 2003 18:17:59 GMT

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Wed, 16 Jul 2003 00:24:56 GMT

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Sun, 06 Jul 2003 21:49:26 GMT

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another answer....

Fri, 27 Jun 2003 17:08:39 GMT

cyanidesgirl . all gods are a split channel incarnation of one god who is unnameable and un-describable. people form their own gods based on their own beliefs out of the basic human quality that people are "good" and want to do "right".
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Answers.....

Fri, 27 Jun 2003 05:58:12 GMT

for the disapointing grand total of 2 questions asked

fuckandrun. tis the way i am.
bait. why have you forsaken me? (assuming there is such being)

JUST FOR JHIMM (AKA A30N)..........

Fri, 27 Jun 2003 03:22:40 GMT

humor at its finest...............

http://www.ljdrama.org/archives/000316.html

ahhh... to be trendy.....

Thu, 26 Jun 2003 19:39:05 GMT

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such truth.....

Wed, 18 Jun 2003 20:17:49 GMT

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quote of the week

Wed, 18 Jun 2003 08:00:37 GMT

"All in all, you're just another dick with no balls."

-The Bloodhound Gang - "Right Turn Clyde"

irony

Tue, 10 Jun 2003 02:35:11 GMT

so at the end of the week i become what i despise....... an suv driver. but, im never the typical person so, that means im excluded from being one of those that i despise. i just hate the typical suv driver with their cell phone attached to their head(which is up their ass) swerving all over the road. ya know what i mean? everyone has to have an suv now because it is the "in" thing to drive. fucking trendy ass people make me want to puke. anyway.... im not trendy but, becoming an suv driver. feel free to shoot me the finger if ya ever see me on my cell while driving in it.

an while im at it im getting Alli this

fuck it... everyone else is doing it

Sat, 07 Jun 2003 16:37:55 GMT





	
	
	
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How compatible with me are YOU?

Wed, 28 May 2003 01:50:08 GMT

drywall sucks fat goat boner.... this i will say............again. especially when a fucktard is busy chatting with his buddy and slips while on a ladder causing him to drop a sheet which then shatters as it crashes on to your head.

Tue, 27 May 2003 03:55:56 GMT

drywall sucks fat goat boner.... this i will say

Sat, 24 May 2003 17:21:40 GMT

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